I've been inspired. For years I've heard about bloggers, and people posting blogs, in the media. I know people of all walks of life, from all over the world have been posting blogs. To me that's just crazy. Tonight, I was talking to a friend, and while talking to her over AIM I stumbled upon her blog site. Let me make it clear; I care a great deal about this girl, and have for a long while. Do to the fact we have had an odd unique friendship I cant say that I really honestly know her. In other words, nobody would mistake us as best friends. In the past few weeks she has come back into my life, and I plan to keep her in my life. In order to do so, I need to build our friendship/relationship up. Seven+ moths ago in the fall of 2006 she left for France to study abroad, after having coming back into my life once I moved back to Indiana, from California. This going/leaving has become a theme in our relationship and honestly I'm sick of it. I know it hurt her emensly when I moved across the country. The same way it hurt me when she left to France!
This Blog is not going in the direction that I had intended, but I cant help it right now. I saw her for the first time last weekend sense last summer, and she is all that has been on my mind for the past 4 days. I know I can smother and crowd, she has just gotten out of a relationship less than 2 weeks ago, so I am trying very hard to play it cool. ....
I could write another 5000 words, but the late eve does not allow me to do. YaY my blog cherry has officially been popped, and it didnt even last that long, how disappointing, all the wait and anticipation. My Rambling Thoughts shall continue another day.
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